Consistently Inconsistent

I’m trying to decide if continuing to say that I’m struggling is keeping me struggling or if I’m just being honest. Probably a little of both.

This morning I went running and it was nice. It was still dark when I went out, which I’ve never experienced. It was a little overcast, though, so I didn’t really get to see the sun rise. Oh, well. With The Gomers keeping me company, I ran about 25-30 minutes; about 2.5 miles. Gearing up for a 5k run this weekend.

I ran a few days ago and I've worked out, but, honestly...this is still hard. And it's starting to piss me off. I haven't been able to pinpoint why it's being such a challenge, but it really is. I'm even having trouble eating well. I chose to eat a Snickers bar today even though I told myself it was a bad idea.

I need to work on self-control. And discipline. And set some goals. I mean, I'm "doing the stuff," I suppose, but it feels different this time. I don't like that. I need to get excited again. It's really only two and a half months away, so I gotta get my butt in gear.

And I've learned that a bunch of friends and people I know are going to run the BD, so I think that'll be super fun.

Also, I need to update this more. It keeps me accountable. And it's more interesting that way, I think.

Seacrest out.